Hello 2013
Well it's now what 6 days into the new year and i am officially 21 weeks pregnant. I am half way to give birth to a beautiful little girl. It's so weird to say that. Only because I know sound like a cheesy mom who reads quotes to satisfy her need to make the world beautiful. Ok i am because my hormones are like insanely crazy,
So I have this life changing experience that until 2 years ago, I did not really want or fathom it could happen to me. I totally knew I was pregnant, but was like no really all the times I though I was, now... Yes now apparently, so I officially took my first pee test on the day after my birthday. Which lead to the no, Erin that isn't right, says Tony,
So the next morning, like the earlier I will ever mention getting up for, there it was positive as could be.
Now I have could document everything that has happened so far, but I would be typing forever. So I will just say that I made it through 3 weeks of tremedous nausea, vomiting, and heartburn. Thenn it was over, thank god for that.
Now here I am in a new year with an even bigger belly. Seriously I am huge. Carrying a little girl. Which scares that crap out of me. But I keep telling myself that my relationship with my mother is going to be nothing like my new relationship. And I am totally questioning if she will love me as much as I will love her,all of these weird emotional things running crazy through my head. It is almost as I was put her on earth just for her. All of the craziness I have been through and endured. It means nothing when I think of her. Weird huh. I finally felt the sensation of a body inside of me like the arms and legs moving around and the vibration of whatever dancce sequence she decides to do ( because she is always moving) .
She is just like a miracle, weird cheesy, I know, but whatever, I love it. I am just glad she is healthy, because my health has been questionable. I am now on insuling at night to control my fasting blood sugars, which aren't too bad. My blood pressure keeps getting higher, which I maintain with medicine, but the dr's keep increasing it, So hopefully I can maitain for the next 20 weeks, so I do not go into early labor. My kidneys are not in the best shape, they are leaking protein due to the weakness from the stones I have had, so I wil start seeing a specialist, so I do not end up on dialysis.
So much to go through for a little tiny banana. But totally worth it.
6 comments:
This makes me soooo happy!
Yay!
I am so freaking happy for you, and I know you are happy despite being a little scared and nervous but thats just normal. And I am glad that you and baby are going strong and healthy despite what you are up against. You are going to be an awesome mother, and Tony will be an awesome dad. And as far as I'm concerned, I am going to be an aunt again :) Because you are my sister, my family, and I love you so much!
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