Saturday, December 31, 2011

2012

In 1 hour and 5 minutes, it will be the yer 2012.

Here are my resolutions

1. be more empathetic.
2. give more
3. remain calm and remember to always put yourself in the other persons shoes
4. be a leader
5. love myself

These  are all basics concepts and I will definately do my best to attain these goals.

Goodbye 2011

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

If I could think of a cool title to put here, I would. So be just be excited I wrote two sentences.

I have to say this year has been really weird. I have learned a lot about myself. Mainly I have come to understand the reason why i do things, a lot better than i used to.

First of all, I apparently have lost the ability to be as empathetic as people are acustomed to.
first on my new year's resolutions list

Ok this is my major one, since it has created issues for me at work. But apparently, according to my sister, this has been me all along, and i finally fit into my shorts and wear them too well.

funny how sister's are right and you just want to hit them in the forehard, so whatever kelly

Let's move on.

Wait
I don't want to move on, i'm done, explaining and showing and faking. I just don't fucking care sometimes. I am trying, have figured out why this has affected me so much. I just don't. I mean it's the small stuff that people just go on and on about, and im like really. ... really...

yes fucking really... apparently.

I am over the holiday season, i am over retail, i am over rude customers, and i am over especially even ruder people who work around me.

But, i have a job, a loving tony, and my baby dogs. I have a roof, obviously not starving.

So i go from there, i am basic, may not understand everyone's moments, or give a damn, but for the people who matter most, i give you my hand, i promise not to bite, and if you are really good, i might lick it.
\omg, that is so gross. i am up late, just made chex mix and need a hair cut. My funds are not as delightful as i want them to be for christams, but we manage.

tomorrow i work 4 pm until midnite, and it's my last late shift, until next year.

if anyone really reads this, just know that after i type this, i have to pee.