quarter moon

Congratulations! this is for me. i am standing straight. i feel great. i woke up at four a.m. to the quarter moon glaring in at me. it was at this time that i new beautiful things were on the horizon. so therefor i got up off the floor where i had been sleeping soundly for about 4 hours. i had no pain down my leg. it wasn't till i was washing my face, that my spine was so sore. like it had been pushed down in the muscles in my back. i thought, this can't be good. so i went out side for the infamous cancer stick. and . it didn't hurt to sit , no tingly no stabbing pain in my ass, literally. so i got up and my back was the straightest it has been in like a month. i couldn't believe it! so i laid back down, afraid that if i didn't go back to my comfy position that i would loose this, again. but no i am still straight, not perfectly, but i am healing. it's a blessing, truly to stand tall and almost feel skinny. so here i am proud of the progress of working with my energies going to the chiropractor and using my exercise ball, which i was recommened to lean as far back as possible to let all the blood rush to my head. this results in allowing the fluid in your spind to seap back to where it belongs. if i had 300 dollars i could by and inversion table, but the blue ball works ok. and i would like to thank all off my girls for supporting my through this. Tasha for sending my good energy, i love you. kelly for listening to me rant about it all and just listening, alicia for supporting my my everyday rants and my new found way of life, kristen, just for being the sister i love all the time and for making sure i was ok. you girls are everything to me and without your power of friendship and love i don't think i would have make this venture in life as wonderful as it has been. i am also going to thank tony for being like the best man i will ever know. he even thinks i am sexy and beautiful when i am hunched over, no makeup in the same pj's and he tells me everyday . i am blessed with wonderful people. now i continue my healing and bring it back so i can make my life even better, and maybe pay some bills off. so love you and may the love prevail!!!