Oregon

so.. tony and I will be moving to springfield/eugene oregon when the bid goes throught for wayerhouser. i am so excited about this. That meaning we will have our own place and everything. it's like the thing we have been waiting for. A chance to do this life on our own. without rents and the nonsense. i am so happy for him,, because he will get a company truck and double his wages that he has now! they also pay for our moving expenses! We really don't have that much to move, but that's ok. i just can't wait to be in a new place and be free again. change is always good, especially when you start looking at things in a new way. this healing process that i am going throught has really done that for me. i am keeping my anger and fit to a minimum. Which does sounds kind of odd, by being more positive i don't have a need to freak out anymore. realizing what i stress about, which isn't really there, i put it there myself. leads me to realize what i need to do for myself. And that is to become that best that i can be. isn't that an add for like the military or something. pooey. anyways, tony didn't want me to tell a lot of people in case the bid didn't go through. but, i know it will because this is what we are suppossed to do. So i am telling people about it because i am so damn excited! to meet new people do new thing and have a place for ourselves. yea yea yea. so wish us luck and little prayer, please!