Love you, MAN!!!

I have been reminded lately, that boys do cry. they get sad, depressed, and frustrated like their female counterparts. i have been reminded that once again the world doesn't just revolve around me. I also need to take a stand and push even harder if i am committed to making my relationship overcome everything we have been through. The past year has put many, many hardships right into our face. We are still behind and slowly gaining ground. I tend to make hasty decisions and appreciate when people can give me perspective when i do this. Because i have relized that i will not be happy without him, no matter how much i want to runaway. This is my life, he is my everything, no matter how frustrating and hard it can be. We have to be a team, do this together. We have broken a communication barrier, that has been there since the begining. A relization of that we both have to plan our life have goals together and discuss them, no matter how much it hurts.
So here is to tony getting a job, be keeping this job or at least getting a new one soon, if it not be so. We can do this, we will do this. We are all we have right now. It is us vs. the world... And i wouldn't have it anyother way. Mainly because i love him and he loves me and well, when i have lost everything else i know deep in my heart, that is what matters most.