Saturday, April 28, 2007
I must prevail...
So i have come to the conclusion that i have taken total advantage and misunderstanding of my body. Don't know where i went wrong, but i am totally paying the price now.. i had another trip to the e.r and let me tell you it was such excruciating pain, that i wish i could just sleep forever. i didn't have to wait as long and that shot we with a painkiller and valium this time.. it really helped the pain stopped for about 4 hours and i spend the whole nite up and down with 4 hours of sleep, which didn't happen in one lapse. i am now going to a different doctor so they can look everything over and hopefully get an mri, to see if i do have an actually herniated disca and what is going on. because if i do i may need surgery. can you believe that me at 26 possible candidate for back surgery. so my goals are definately to loose weight, going to the chiropractor and massage, possibly physical therapy. tony and i are signing up at the gym and when i can sit correctly without shooting pain up and down my leg and am going to try yoga. it;s just that my hips are being pushed out of place from my muscles being so tense. so i can stretch and have massages right now, without screaming at the top of my lungs, because it hurts so bad. i just hope i can get better, because i just want to move on with my life, you know get a job, move out of here and tony and i to just be. he really is the best thing in my life, he does everything for me because i can barely walk for more than 5 min, even bein on my feet for that long is so painful. i am very blessed to have him, because if i didn't well i know i wouldn't be as happy. so i hope everyone else is good, just wanted to let you know i am trying to get better. and i am still searching for that purse, sorry for the hold up. can't wait i know. i promise soon! happy day.
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I definitely hope you are able to go to the doctor and get to the source of what is causing all of your problems. Even if it does end up meaning surgery its got to be less scary than the thought of being in pain and unable to function for the rest of your life! When i actually am able to afford to come out and see you you need to be able to get up and around to take me to all those cool places you've told me about :) But more than that you just need to be better and not having to return to the ER every month. So i hope they get to the bottom of it and find out how to make you better whether it be surgery, exercise, or whatever else. Oh and i am glad to hear that Tony is taking good care of you, tell him thank you for me.
healing package being sent on monday afternoon... *hugs*
thanks girls i appreciate it! i hope i can get to the bottom of it, too. i hate not being able to function in my life. it means not having one. tasha thank you for the concern and the healing i can't wait for the package!
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