This time of year

I have to say that i had a wonderful Easter! i got my sister's basket all together, i was so happy. i do this every year for her, because my mom always did it. it would have to be the hardest time of year for us and especialy gama e. Because this was the holiday all of us girls just spend togehter all 4 of us. we dress up go to church go out to eat( maybe cook) and then we would go shopping. i miss it so much, gosh i can't even hold back the tears now. i just hope my mom looked down and enjoyed it as much as we did. we took my dad and kelly out for dinner on saturday. then we took kelly back with us as did more shopping. When we got back to my house we dyed eggs, eggs, and more eggs. then on easter morning after i cook homemade biscuits and gravy, then we, well actually i made about 30or 40 easter cupcakes, i have so many people, i don't even know what to do with them. But we had dinner with my dad tony's parents and aunt and uncle. it was nice and comforting, knowing that i have a wonderful family that really truly loves me out here. i couldn't ask for anymore. Other in a way to get tony on the friggen video games, ahh i want to break them all. but anyways i had a great easter and i hope my sister i did,too. i even talked to my grama fri,sat and sun. just so she would know that we remember, too. so then she brought up the times we had easter in carroll with mom and how i cooked. she really liked it. it's so hard to not remember sometimes, not that i don't, but it makes me miss her so much and sometimes i can't believe that she is gone. and then i think of all the ways i could have made it better, i should have come to visit more or i should have let her move out here like my aunt asked me to. but i can't do that either. it just comes down to the face that she is gone and in a better place, but i just miss her so much and i hope she is laughing and feeling special. she truly was a special person and i am so proud to be her daughter,. i love you mom.