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I have to say that sex is not the same when you are in a serious relationship. Toi imagine being with the same person for years and years is a great thing, and i can see how it can be monotonous and boring. because, well for like 6 months, i haven't really wanted to, like i just lost my groove. which for me should be impossible, because i love to have sex. and i am with a totally awesome guy who loves me and thinks i am beautiful, when i truly look like shit. so it has nothing to do with him, because he can groove very correctly. it's that i was so tired of having to perform and be so in to it. i just couldn't like it. almost like it was a chore. something i had to do because god forbid a man who can jack off all day has to have sex with my stupid fat ass. well, there it is. i was being negative and not liking myself. which has been an ongoing personal battle( i am refering to my weight issues). i still don't always feel comfortable when i have extra weight wobbling arouand, well folks, ain't too pretty. then a couple of weeks ago. i just couldn't take it anymore. it's like i got crazy and needed to be the sex maniac i had been for years. it was always my control i felt with guys, the need to please some one so they would see me as beautiful and sexy, even though i wasn't skinny or totally gourgeous like i felt under my weight. so as i keep thinking about this. it really has nothing to do with the control. it has to do with the fact that i need pleasure so does my boyfriend. and we take it when we can( considering our living situation, we don't always get to go crazy. And it's really funny we have sex that's it, i got my control of this is what we do, this is what i want and thanks i am done. and that is how i got my groove back. oh and by the way, the rents are living tomorrow for 2 weeks. which means we really get to be crazy. so to all those people who have issues with sex, which i am sure we all do. it doesn't need to be a never ending battle in your head. Just have it then remember that who you do it with, especially if you are in a committed relationship, you should be lucky to have someone want to do it with your stupid ass after all these years. and it's quite funny, because we still laugh and do stupid shit, in bed. so this comic is totally something he would say to get it on. after all i am with the guy who thinks that beavis impressions are sexy. so god help me, i am in love with a dork, who still thinks i am sexy, beautiful, crazy all the time, but he loves me more than i ever thought anybody could. and that's what i call making love.
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so this blog is kind of silly. sometimes when i can't think of anything to blog about. i go and find something silly, and try to relate a personal story to go along with the picture. a little inspiration. so this one is silly and frankly a little retarded. but enjoy!
I am glad to hear that you got your groove back. I honestly think it is really hard to enjoy sex if you are too worried about pleasing someone else and not paying attention to your own needs at the same time. And also it is very hard to enjoy yourself when you're feeling self conscious. You've got to be able to let go and just have fun!
yea when i get there i have fun, it's the part of getting there, where i am like no sorry, not tonight. i am getting better though. maybe because i have been getting sick lately. like i have had so many uti, down there last year. like 4 that it just sucks. i am making an appt. this week so i can just get it all figured out.
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