Monday, January 28, 2008
Follow up...
so just some follow-ups into my life. my sister and i sort of found common ground this weekend. i took her around to get job applications and and that sort of stuff. even though we ended up in the er. on friday due to a massive migraine, we got it all taken care of, the needle was friggen huge! so she is getting better, trying to figure our her life. so hopefully if my dad is being a jerk she can turn in some more applications and get a job! i finally paid off my gym due and today i want to go to water aerobics, but i don't at the same time. i tried on my swim suit for the first time since this summer and omg i am a fucken huge jaba the hut fucken fat as ugly bitch. now don't go telling me it's not true. i am huge i have to deal with it and if it means calling myself a few words to get my butt going, so be it. and if one person says no you are beautiful, yea i know i am beautiful and all that jazz but i am huge and it's not pretty. so whatever i am going and someday it will be pretty again. oh and it's like totally snowing we had like 4-6 inches here sinc yesterday and more is coming. yea snow, bad if you have to drive in weather when most people i don't think know what snow is. ahh, but i have 4-wheel drive. ok toodles.
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You should totally go to your class, even if you don't like the way you look in your swimsuit. Because after all, that is also the reason why you want to go in the first place. You will feel better after you go.
so i tried my suit on for a second time, not so bad. got everything ready, totally tried to think of every reason to go, ya know i haven't been in so long, i look fat i don't want people to see me, what if sabrina isn't there and i feel awkward, but i went it was awesome! the best work out ever, we even use weights in the water, wow i felt the burn. try floating on water and doing crunches with floaty weights, like 30 and i felt like i was going to die. it was aweosme, it curb my evening appetite, just had dinner and that's it. i am silly i know, i go again tomorrow. so yea!
good 4 u yo!! i totally know what it like to go to they gym and not want ppl to look at you and think things, now im used to my gym, and i dont care, everyone there is there for one main reason, to stay active, and live a healthy lifestyle. u told me the blondes at the desk are nice that is good, they could be bitchy! so...woooo for ern..wooagain..wooo, im at the coffee shop....um....working...=)
I totally look like crap when i go to the gym. I make no effort to match, and i wear a dorky headband because my hair is still too short to stay in a ponytail. I figure i am there to get all sweaty and gross, so what reason do i have to look good when i go there.
hey erin...maybe you should blog or something! hahahahahahA!
BLLOOOOOOOOOOGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!
um erin...maybe you should bog dammit...or something!
erin where are you? i miss you, you little nug....I'm going to become the serial commenter until you respond or call me and let me know that you are ok....are you ok? do i need to send out a search and rescue? i'm concerned....do i need to call your father? I'll call papa cadden right up!!! dammit!!!
*fart*
I agree with the above comment.
um....maybe...im just sayin...maybe you should let me know whats new with you...send me a post card, letter, telegram, note by carrier pigeon! anything!!!
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hehe, carrier pigeon. I wish i had one of those.
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