Wednesday, February 17, 2010
i have a frog in my throat, bitch. wait, let me throw it up on you.
So i have the choice to take a severence package and my vacation and leave the company of macy's. or stay, be terminated for 7 days, return as a new hire and work on call is either the processing, placing or sale dept. I no longer have my job as a lead promotional coordinator after the 6 of march. it was a very hard day today. they let me leave early with a full day's pay. i broke down in the office. i believe that everything i ahve been holding in emotionally for years came out along with 3 bottles of wine today. it was shitty. and i have to work tomorrow. so i will get more answer and have a meeting and go over my possibilities. i have a list my good friend sabrina help me make our, questions to ask. she is a human resources rep, so she is on the up and up. i will continue, with my schooling starting in the summer, and get into the radilogy program and bellingham technical college. this is my plan, i will continue. it will be okay. right now, i have to let it out, settle a bit. and prepare. it's hard, harder than i imagined. i am an emotional disaster. i have to to get up again. my moments of self pity and despair will subside.
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you are going to be great erin! Now you have all the time in the world to go back to school! maybe it's what you needed. When one door closes another one opens. You are such a strong person taht you will be successful in everything that you do!
yea i guess, i don't know what that entails, if i actually will be going back to work soon or not. so it depends, i hope i have time while you are here, to hang out. you should call me!
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