I will be pleased to let you know, that i am back and in action in the wonderful state of washington. It feels 20 degrees cooler, which i can tolerate!!! i have my bed, my dog, plants to attend to, places to go. it's all wonderful. My latest trip back home, has put a new face upon me. which i was hoping for. Something to ponder. well, i was hoping for it to put some persepctive back into my life. bring me up to pace with what i should be striving for, in my old age, neverless. so it did, i realized i need to do something for me, be able to contribute to this society properly and ultimately be able to fend for myself. no more relying on my partners to do it for me or my family or daddy. i need to do something for me. so i am going to push myself to sign up for school to become a nurse. to work for hospice and put out my ability to take care of people, very lovingly. because that is what i love to do, take care and let people rest assure that i can support them in the end of their lives. I also became more aquainted with my family while i was back and it was on a positve note, i might add. this leads me to want to be closer to them and to my faith. so another quest is to push myself to attend church, here. something my gama's would be very proud of! which is ultimately something i want them to see in me. to be proud of my accomplishments and see how a young lovely women can take care of herself properly. so when i have a family they can see it too, knowing i really have this in myself, is what disapoints me. all these years, with this goals and ideas and no where to put them. so i will no longer dote on what i should have done and just do it!
Also, i am back in the groove with my daily life of cooking, cleaning, taking care of the plants, the dog, running errands and just being me in my life. and to even make it better, tony doesn't bother me in the mornings to make him lunch, because he is being nice. so my stay back home has made me noticably worthy and needed but, i truly realized that i have a wonderful life with a lot of people who really do love me. also, i miss everyone and love you all so much! wish all of you lived closer!
2 comments:
yah on new perspectives! it's always nice to put a new spin on things. I'm glad that you are starting to realize the amazing person that you are and that we have all known for years! I'm so proud of you for going to school. I think its important to educate yourself. The great thing about the nursing field is that you can do it pretty much anywhere. OOH! you could be one of those travelling nurses who makes bank travelling to vegas for a weekend. that'd be cool!
and you can take the traveling bag with you!! i miss you!!
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