yea i got it

It's so weird when you are so afraid to go to something new, because you almost don't want to succeed, because you feel so down, and when you go do it, becoming a wonderful experience. then you really like it and you finally get it. so that means that i got the job! i am so excited i start on friday, and tony is so excited that i am not at home being down on myself, but he might have his first weekend off and i have to work, go figure. I am just glad that i get to do something that i have fun at. And i actually get to make my own money. So hopefully everything is going to go good from here. And i think i need to apologize for being so outspoken lately. i love all of my friends and sometimes i have a tendency to put my opionion in too strongly when i am not part of a situation. i just hope that everyone can always remember to be honest with each other. and you know even when you are trying to be positive and peaceful to make your life complete. it is also ok to say things that may hurt others feelings, but use it in a resourceful way and just not to be resentful. Because sometimes you just need to tell people no, this is the way it is and this is how it's going to be and it isn't personal, but ****off. so i just had to say my piece, because i wish i was there to make everything okay, but i need to remember that i can't do that. i have my own. so girls i love you and no harm done, just always know that we have each other for a reason and to have each other to depend on for different things, so don't forget each other and why we all love each . okay i will stop ranting, because i could go on forever. bye now