Starting over has always been something i am acustomed to. I am always starting something different and not getting anywhere with anything. Currently looking for employment is so frustrating, because i plan on going to school in the fall. So i would really like to find something that will accomodate that and is somewhat unstressful. Just a job that will be there through school that won't add pressures with my life. so when i am constantly being pressured to get jobs that turn into careers or that are a totally differnt field of what i want to do. i want to go to nursing not be a friggin bank teller. i have finally decided what to do and everyone else thinks i should do this and do that. i just want to scream. so tomorrow i am going to do more job hunting and hopefully somebody will call me back. (send a little prayer my way my people.) i have also decided that i need to rethink my outlook on life and to not worry so much about other people and their problems. i really need to focus on me and my issues that have been trailing behind me in bags for the past couple of years. and once those things are gone i can start to move on with the life that is waiting ahead of me.
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i freakin love you. and the study of the self is by far the most important that there is..cuz then you can love yourself in a healthy way. you are one of those people that i have never had any doubt would someday change the world by making positives out of the challenging happenings in your life. you are so strong! and infinitely creative...so your dream job will come to you and then you will open your arms and hug it.
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